As I walk along this new chosen path, I ponder about what I have left behind. Do my friends not understand me or have I tried to be something I am not and so deceived myself, my family and my friends? I walk a lonely path of uncertainty. I have a friend that is trying to console me. He is my mate, chosen by me to venture out on this new path. Have I chosen wisely or in haste? I am still saddened by the reactions of my loved ones as I venture on a new path to find myself. May they one day understand that I must walk this path however hard it may be. There is a time in every ones life where they must decide to choose to live for others or to truly learn to love and know themselves so they can love others once again. I must find it for myself or life will become meaningless again.
